A mother's brain

Do you ever do something so stupid and then think....what is wrong with me. I have been having this problem....well...since I have been pregnant. I am usually the one that pays the bills in our house. I guess I have not been paying much attention to what I have been paying. I get this bill from the Minnesota Dept. of Transportation to renew our license tabs. So I send 100 bucks in and get my tabs. Hmmm. I don't live in MN....I have not lived in MN for almost a year. I don't have a MN license plate. So for the past month, I have been trying to get my money back.

My mind pre-pregnancy
1. work
2. Housework
3 bills
4. Having fun with Devin and family/friends

My mind during pregnancy
1. "FOOD" "I am starving, food taste so good."
2. "Is Isaac ok?"
3. "I can't wait to eat."
4. Shopping for Isaac
5. "isn't it time to eat"
6. Decorating Isaac's room!
7. "Man, am I fat..look at my feet?
8. "I need to eat something."
9. "I can't see my feet?"
10. "I just ate an entire pizza."
11. "Get this baby out of me!"

After pregnancy
1. "what should Isaac eat, I got to eat too!"
2. "I just had a baby...that is why I have a little baby weight on me."
3. "do we have enough diapers, wipes, diaper cream?"
4. "got to play with Isaac, got to give him a bath, got to read to him."
5. Work "I have to fit this in somewhere?"
6. Bills
7. House work
8. Traveling (work) "I need to be prepared and make arrangements. Plus Devin likes me to put out all of Isaac's clothes, prepare meals and stuff. However, Grandma Nancy has helped take care of Isaac on several occasions which has been awesome.
9. "man am I tired."
10. "how do I deal with Isaac's tantrums."
11. "is Isaac sick?"
12. "I miss Isaac"
13. "is Isaac doing everything that he should for his age?"
14. "Isaac's so smart/funny...He can say "no, bottle, mom, please, grapes, ball......"
15. "Is Isaac bored?"
16. "Should we get him off the bottle."

Got my point....my mind is full of crap....But I love being a mom and I would not change it for the world!